my weakness....

Everyone do have their weakness...so do i...it's been a long time for me 2 think about dis...n..i have found my own weakness...and..i think it is quite correct..

well..my weakness...i think..i think to much...sumtimes...a simple thing...i will think of it for a few days...n sumtimes...i'll makes it bcome complicated...i noe dat..think 2 much wil makes ur self unhappy...but...i jz cant control it..although i noe the theory..but..sumtimes i feel dat...if i dun think of it..den.i'm avoiding it...duno la..jz..it already bcome part of my life...but..i should control it...as...no matter wat..i also wil keep thinking..and at last..i make my self unhappy...n worry...

2nd is dat..i care to much..i care everything which is related 2 me..or may b i'm self-centered person...i care wat ppl think of me...i care wat they talk about me...i care wat is happening out there..i care...everything...although it's not about me...but..i do care...or should i say..sumtimes...others problem wil bcome my problems too...

sumtimes i feel dat...y i so "kay po" go n care 2 much...i din get anything also if i care of it...m i helpfull or m i stupid??i duno...care 2 much makes me tired..makes me moody...makes me sleepy...or..izit i'm jz being my self??i duno...hmm...should not care 2 much la...cuz..it is non of my business...but can i??hmm...mz try...

another weakness is dat...i'm not "gan" enough.....always let other take advantage on me...do things wil give some chances 2 opponent..and at last...end up hurting my self...wat to do wor..."gan"..not every1 can do de la...jz those who is cold blood de..can do only...so "gan" for wat leh???y mz u fight me i fight u wor...cant jz b peace meh...y mz fight for the power 2 control wor...u get it...wat can u do??jz student only nia la...in college...u dun need power la...jz study...

sumtimes jz dun understand my self...anyway...will try 2 hapuskan my weakness la..try try try...i'm may not b the best..but i'm trying 2 b the best......but..dun try 2 hard...hehe...