movie....

Well...2day..for the first time i went to watch movie since unhappy thing happened...the movie i watched named "Blood Chocalate"...wel...it's a middle rank movie...not really bad but yet not really nice...haha...

For the past 1 month..i dun dare to go into cinema 2 watch movie...bcuz i scare of the feelings...i scare when i'm in the cinema...i'll think of the moment i'm wif her...the sweet moment we went to watch movie las time...the happy moment we spend in the cinema...the feelings of holding her hand...the feelings of hugging her n keep her warm...i miss that..but..i noe i hav to throw this away n move on...cuz...it is imposible 2 happen again...so...2day..i bcome brave...n i went to watched movie...at 1st...it is really ok...while u concerntrated watching movie..u wil not think of anything...but...when the movie started to get boring....OMG....my brain wont listen 2 me anymore....the picture keep coming out...n i jz cant resist it...i cant stop it...it makes me feel like....W.T.F....it's over...stop it...it's the past....Teik Houng..u stupid...dun think of it anymore...watch ur movie...haha

Erm....this situation stayed about more den 1/2 hour...dat's really sucks...it almost makes my tears fall down from my eye...i already waste lots of my tears for dis gal...n i really dun wan 2 waste any drops for her anymore(i hope so)....no more..my tears r save for others which i love more in future...for my family...not for YOU(can i??).......BLEKZZZZZ.......jz wana express my feelings...hehe...and at last....i get to concerntrated on my movie...n i finished it...

Well...it's a good start...i'll try 2 work on it...i'll try 2 do better....time makes me stroger...i'll get back all which belongs 2 me sumday.......HMP....ok...stop here...goin 2 OiNk oInK d......nite nite.....BYEZZZ.....