代替品

车里的spair tyre,游泳时用的水浮,又或者足球里的substitute
这些全都是一个代替品
当人类无法找到他们真正所需要的东西时
他们都会利用这些代替品来暂代他们
打个比喻
当汽车爆胎时,我们总会使用spair tyre来让车子继续行走
过后,总会去换过新的tyre,而所谓的spair tyre就会放回原来的位子
for水浮呢
它就是当我们不会游泳时,拿来帮助我们在水面上浮着的
当我们学会了游泳
我们就会把水浮丢在一旁了

这些事情,我们往往都会在生活里遇到这种事情
而大多数的事都是在感情事方面
而且都会在分开后才知道自己成了对方的代替品
当两方在一起时,其中以方都会付出比较多的
付出比较多的一方,往往都是代替品
他就像spair tyre一样
令另一方利用来帮助她行走,帮助他过生活
他也想水浮一样
让她利用来帮助她在将要沉入水时,浮起来
他也想足球里的substitute
当球会找到一个更优秀的足球员时
他就会成为一位做在板凳上的substitute
从此就很难栽倒球场里踢球

当别人的代替品的感受不是很好受
当你被抛弃时,那感觉就更加不好受
那感觉就好像是被家人抛弃一样
在也不被接受
真的很痛苦,很难过
当时的心,就像被斯成碎片一样

可是,这是人生毕经的阶段
在感受到之后,就把它当做是个教训
在也不要犯同样的错误
因为,第一次反错,是值得原谅
而第二次犯错就是一位笨蛋
第三次呢,就不值得原谅
所以呢,永远都不要犯第二次的错误

我永远都会记得
被当成是代替品的感受
那段日子里
我永远都不会忘记

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as u noe...i'm holiday-ing.....n it is a long holiday for me...for about half year which is 6 month which is 24 weeks which is 180 days which is 4320 hours which is 259200 minutes which is 15552000 second...wow..such a long days...haiz...

i should b working or taking sum course to fullfill my boring holiday life..but then...i'm not doin anything rite now...which means dat..i pass my day wif a "wonderful" thing....which means dat...everyday..i jz eat,sleep,surf net,chatin,n eat den sleep again...wow...wat a "wonderful" life for me..n it is so boring...well..2day...i suppose to call for an interview..but then...due to i'm too sleepy n tired...i fall asleep...so...i miss it...hmm..2ml goin 2 cal again...mz start working d...if not...my wallet wil bcome very thin n skinny..not nice rite...

my fren ing hsien jz back las sat...already goin out wif him las sat....haha...well.i felt dat he bcome thiner...but my mum said dat he did not change at all...haha....well...dat depands on how we feel...n hor n hor...he ar...wahhh....stil dat entao lo..LOLZZZ......

every1 of my fren already start working....so...we go out not dat often anymore...n...dats another reason dat made me bored...haha....nvm la....i also wil b working soon..so it is ok la...every1 also bz their thing....haiz

well..back to my gf...erm...she is having exam now..hmm....until dis friday...haiz...wil hav 2 wait until dat day so dat can go out pak tor wif her...hehe....but now...jz let her concerntrate on her exam la...she wil do well de...hehe....support her always...hehe....

hmm..i think nth 2 write anymore la...until here...tata......update nex time...

hachiewwwwww.....

OMG....i'm sick now..ish...hate dis feelings....i get flu 2 days ago.....

aiks...from day til nite...u can c me cough non stop...n...it is irritating....

2day...yesterday nite..i get sorethroat...n..i cant sleep well..aiks..sorethroat really a big suffer..so pain ler...like get scratch in my throat.....ARGHHHHHHH

pain pain pain....hope i get well...very very soon.....T_T

free+lazy+playful+enjoying=holiday

Well...i jz finish my exam...erm..not really finish la cuz stil left las paper on dis friday...ish...it's the las day of the exam...n i hav 2 wait until the las day 2 end my exam...ish ish...however...i'm now already in holiday mood d..hehe..but yet..i stil hav 2 study ..but...wait la...wait the time get nearer 1st..hehe

gona enjoy every second during my holiday..hehe...but then..i hav 2 get enuf sleep 1st...everyday jz sleep n eat after eat..den sleep..after sleep...den eat...muahahaha....lazy mood acitvated...gona spend my time properly..as i hav about half year holiday..=.=''...gona bored til death..ish ish...

hmm...recently..got a few things happen la...all also related 2 relationship de...ish...hope it wont happen on me...scare scare...well well...one of my college fren..hmm..in love d..but then..i not sure he on d or not..as he dun wana tel me...so..i jz wish him good luck...n hope he on fas fas la...haha...gona perli him til death...las time keep on perli me...now he gona get it back..muahahahah...GG...

another 1 is my close fren..hav a relationship problem 2...aiks...part of the fact is cause by me...ish.. i should not b so big mouth...hmm..gona discuss wif him when he back...hope everything is ok...n...hope nothing bad wil b happen la...gona think sum idea 2 help him...well..all the best 2 him 2....

nex is one of my gal's fren..well..she jz broke up not long ago...erm...cause my third party...haiz...so soli 2 heard about it...wel..she is ok now...but stil can c the hurt in her....well..cheer up gal....u r a good gal...many guys out there for u...u will find a beter one...stil young..go look around..n u wil find that..the world is too big...n u stil not yet finish having fun ....hehe...take care ya...all the best 2 u 2...

hmm...i do hope dis 3 person wil hav a best day in their life...pray for them...hope them getting beter n beter..greater n greater...hehe...well...for me..i'm stil the same...beside exam..nothing happen la...jz..normal day...hehe....erm..i think sum special days is coming..so..we'll c..hehe...

i think i'm goin 2 clean up my books d...as...no more use putting there...waste space nia...hehe..jz need 2 keep sum only...the rest...stil thinking wana put it where...cuz i dun wana throw it away..wana keep it as a memory..hehe...after exam..the chances of seeing my college frens will b lesser..althought i nt really like the college..but...there r stil sum ppl who i would like 2 keep contact...hehe...the past shall b forget...forgive is the most important n most difficult thing for a human been 2 do...well...i would like 2 say soli 2 sum of u which i feel dat i did sumthing wrong n how i treat u guys...hope u guys forgive me..n hope dat we can stil remain as a fren....

hmm...nt much 2 continue d...2ml again...another free n relaxing day for me...will continue rest n eat....so dat...i can bcome fatter...hehehe...been gaining weight this days...muahaha...2 thin d la..haha...ok...til here...good bye...adios.....

examzzzz(part 2)

hmm...again..is my exam...stil nt yet finish...n i'm stil struggle wif it..exam was a disaster...lol...everyday keep on study n study...make my life miserable...n now...i'm here 2 blog so dat i can relax a while....already study for the whole day d...wahh..goin 2 die if i study like dat for everyday...XD

well...dis week is goin 2 b a very tough week....goin 2 hav exam on tuesday until friday....n..every paper on dis week...is damn hard...n it is all important paper...wtf...all on dis week...cant relax at all...wil b very stress....stress than las week...haiz...sigh sigh sigh....due 2 dis...my pimples pop out like hell..ish ish...so hard 2 control it...but now...bcuz of exam..it come out again...ish...I HATE EXAMMM!!!!!(jz express my feelings nia la....cannot meh)

nvm...after been through dis week...i'm goin 2 release my self...goin b wild like a beast...MUAHAHAHAHA...GG....but..stil i hav 2 rest...hehe....nt enuf sleep lately....n...i dun hope i get sick...as...my holiday is coming d...i dun wan 2 get sick while it is holiday..so...mz also take care take care..abo...habislah cuti saya....

oh ya..remind me of dis...yesterday..haha...watch the whole episod of star wars....woo...was like..sitting in front of the tv wif my economics notes from afternoon...til midnite...woo...n now only i understand who is who in starwars...hehe...las time was so confused about the character n the story line in it..hehe...n i found dat....starwars 1 2 3 was so in compare to starwars 4 5 6...XD...bcuz it was about years ago when it was flimed...hehe...

well..i think i stop here...goin 2 sleep...n 2ml wil b studying again...n again...study for the whole day...as my war is coming on tuesday...sien....bye....