sleepy....=.=

Its 7.23 in the morning...n i'm awake while others r stil in their dreamland...hehe...well...i'm sleepy now...but..i mz not sleep...if i sleep now..den...later i wil not get to wake up in time at 8am.....haiz...so...dats y i'm here 2 update my blog so dat time will pass easily....

I woke up at 5am jz now 2 fetch my sister n her bf 2 airport....they r goin 2 KOREA for holiday...T.T...i also wana go...KOREA is one of my favourite country..haiz...i wonder when only i can go.....so jealous ler....hehe..but i did ask them 2 buy some souvinier for me....hehe....*winks*...

Welll..hmm....lets try some random post...here we come..

1.Recently,was thinking how to organise n stabelise my financial status...was spending so much in dis month...n nex month...hope i can manage my financial status properly...mz not spend 2 much..mz save $$..

2.My FINAL is coming on 22nd of may....n..i'm stil goyang kaki everyday...not even touch my book also..cham...how...no mood 2 study la...mz study liao...if not...gona die...haiz....

3.Aunty from Australia is coming back nex month...haiz...feel so pressure facing her...y everytime i exam..she also come back de leh...come back in wrong timing la...ish ish....

hmm....i think i stop here la...VERY SLEEPY....but..canot sleep...T.T....ish...stil got another half n hour 2 go...kanasai lo....how m i goin 2 pass dis half n hour??doink doink doink....

a nite to remember~~

18/4/2007...a nite to remember...went to crown jewel wif her...at 1st...i was 2 afraid of confessing 2 her...wel..i jz kept quiet...n continue chit chat...den..after a while...the guts suddenly appear...so...i decided 2 ask...but then...my hp rang..OMG..is hong yew..haiz..kacao nia...but nvm...he told me 2 ask...den...guts bcome more n more...so..finally..i manage 2 say it out...lol..at 1st..she shake her head...den..i thought...erm...no hope d la..den jz keep smiling..duno wat 2 do..but...she did ask me..u wan me giv u wat answer...i jz said..yes or no..she answer me dat she din said no..den i said...u din answer...means u accept d??she knock her head...wow...dat time i was like...goin crazy..woo...i cant bliff...i ask her 2 cubit me...slap me..even poke me..lol...

well..that nite...i kept on smiling...when i driving..i smile...reach home d..stil smile..lol..i think i'm happy about it..haha...i thought i was dreaming...well...realisticly...it is not..haha...i shall remember dis day...dis date...n dis nite...thx to u...thx for giving me a chance...thx for everything...i wil do my best...i learn from my mistakes..n i shal nv do it again...muacksss....

2day...hehe...1st date after being couple..haha...went to gurney plaza n watch movie after my class...erm...watch wild hog..erm..a funny movie..not bad la...hehe...well..2day..most of my frens n her frens noe about us..haha...well...sum congrats n sum suan me lo..hehe..well..nvm...use 2 it la..haha...after movie..went to mcd...den eat n chat...den..went back 2 disted n find frens...during waiting for fren in the car...we took sum pic...n now..she did edit it..hehe...

well..here r the picsss.......whee~~~

well..dis is the only old pic....for us...n..i quite like dis pic lo...


erm...nex time took more pic har dear..hehe...i think is time 2 stop here la...lastly...would lk 2 thx all of u who giv me support...n giv me guts...so do ur congrats...thx...i made it...hehe......

1st present....^^

Suprisingly..2day i recieve a present from her...i was so excited n happy...i really did not expect that she wil brought me sovenier from her pangkor trip...开心睡不着了.....^^...well..here r sum of the pics for the present...hehe..

my present wif wraping...hmm..nice wraping..^^


wheeee~~~~

a keychain wif Pangkor word on it...

another shot...infront of com...^.^''

I Love it a lot..thx...i noe u did the wraping n the note til so late..i appreciate it..thx a lot...giv u a kiss..muackss..hehe..

Well...since i already write dis blog...hehe...den...no point for hiding my feelings n thinking la...hehe..u r great n nice gal...thx...n i wana let u noe dat...i'm may not a best guy for u..but...i'm trying 2 b the best...n...i'm stil waiting u..n ur answer...hehe...

a present for u

My life i not but an empty bottle…
containing all my feeling and emotion …
of love, sorrow, and happiness …
of fear, anger and desire…
an empty bottle in the middle of the sand …
and time, like the wind blows by…
fades everything away…
washes everything away…
taking almost everything…
but for one single feeling of love…
a love which will never be blown away…
a love which will never fade with time

lolipop...

在不久的以前,也就是今年的二月开始

有一天,心血来潮,买了一支 lolipop来吃
吃了之后,觉得...甜甜的..感觉好像..开心的感觉
就这样..我就addicted to lolipop
差不多每天都会看到我嘴里有这一根东西
有人批评我这样老了还吃lolipop,
可是,就是因为一句,我就喜欢..hehe

我之所以会addicted to lolipop,
是因为我从中找到了开心的感觉
感觉好像回到童年似的
不必想这样多,没有烦恼..感觉真自在

就这样,一天至少5-6支lolipop
持续了大概一个月左右
因为吃太多的关系,牙齿坏掉了
没有办法之下,唯有停止吃lolipop

就这样,吃lolipop的日子就没了
从此,就跟lolipop说bye bye
不过,我还是会想念那吃着lolipop的日子
永远都不会忘记.

如果有机会的话,我们在相见吧lolipop
后会有期....谢谢你在我不开心的时候
给过我开心的日子!!

my weakness....

Everyone do have their weakness...so do i...it's been a long time for me 2 think about dis...n..i have found my own weakness...and..i think it is quite correct..

well..my weakness...i think..i think to much...sumtimes...a simple thing...i will think of it for a few days...n sumtimes...i'll makes it bcome complicated...i noe dat..think 2 much wil makes ur self unhappy...but...i jz cant control it..although i noe the theory..but..sumtimes i feel dat...if i dun think of it..den.i'm avoiding it...duno la..jz..it already bcome part of my life...but..i should control it...as...no matter wat..i also wil keep thinking..and at last..i make my self unhappy...n worry...

2nd is dat..i care to much..i care everything which is related 2 me..or may b i'm self-centered person...i care wat ppl think of me...i care wat they talk about me...i care wat is happening out there..i care...everything...although it's not about me...but..i do care...or should i say..sumtimes...others problem wil bcome my problems too...

sumtimes i feel dat...y i so "kay po" go n care 2 much...i din get anything also if i care of it...m i helpfull or m i stupid??i duno...care 2 much makes me tired..makes me moody...makes me sleepy...or..izit i'm jz being my self??i duno...hmm...should not care 2 much la...cuz..it is non of my business...but can i??hmm...mz try...

another weakness is dat...i'm not "gan" enough.....always let other take advantage on me...do things wil give some chances 2 opponent..and at last...end up hurting my self...wat to do wor..."gan"..not every1 can do de la...jz those who is cold blood de..can do only...so "gan" for wat leh???y mz u fight me i fight u wor...cant jz b peace meh...y mz fight for the power 2 control wor...u get it...wat can u do??jz student only nia la...in college...u dun need power la...jz study...

sumtimes jz dun understand my self...anyway...will try 2 hapuskan my weakness la..try try try...i'm may not b the best..but i'm trying 2 b the best......but..dun try 2 hard...hehe...

my love type

Your Love Type: ENFJ

The Giver In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail. For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring. Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational. However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner. Best matches: INFP or ISFP

What's Your Love Type?

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

I'm here again...

Hmmm...it's been a week plus i din update my blog lo...now i'm here 2 update lor..hehe...well well well...not much interesting happen la...i'll list it randomly lor..hehe...

1.Took my result...wow...pass wif a extremely good marks...haha...dat was in my dream la...i had failed my econ paper,so do my math papers...hmm....sad...not really la..as i already noe dat i wil failed it...so..take it as a lesson lo.

2.Happily 2 noe dat...i'm now really ready for another relationship la...hehe...n i hope...it wil come soon...i hope i may the best for her gua...hehe...well..more 2 go...hav 2 work hard 2 win her heart more kok..hehe..

3.Found dat...my thinking have been change...attitude hav been change...hmm...a good thing for me..though stil need 2 go for more...but...dis is main...n i have done it...the small small de...slowly la...2 build an empire..also take time rite.??

4.Recently found out a theory..."i may not b the best,but i'm trying 2 b the best"..hmm...quite usefull..every1 r not wonderfull...jz try ur best to b a beter 1..

5.Watched jz follow law...hm...laugh the hell out of me..haha...remember the 5E...need it in our life...but...i do create my own 2...need 5E..mz also remember my 3R..which is "relax,release n reformat"...dis wil make u easily 2 attain 5E

6.Sent my car to hospital..no car use for few days..T_T...bored til die d..bt..2day or 2ml wil back d...my lil Kancil wil back d..yay...

hmm..i think dis is wat i wana update gua....update nex time la..hehe..jz wake up only...ok la..stop here...tata..hav a nice day every1...